



so when i walked in to my junior high class this morning, they all started clapping. it was embarrassing but cool at the same time. it was fun to write in chalk on a real chalk board. i felt like an actual teacher.
they know a lot more english than i had expected. apparently i'm teaching the highest possible level of english in a high school. they told me they all go to english cram schools after school. their conversational english was really good. they asked me if i had a boyfriend and how old i was. probably should have lied about the latter. they were pretty shocked to hear how young i am.
i had some time to kill before class so i found somewhere to sit downtown and do my lesson plans and i ended up chatting in broken mandarin with a parking garage security guard for a while. he wasn't as forgiving as a lot of my taiwanese friends are, but we made it work.
it was a hard day though emotionally. everything literally looks different to me now without keith. i kept thinking i saw his scooter or i'd want to text him and then it would hit me over and over again that he isn't here and it was really a tough day. lots of spontaneous bouts of tears. it doesn't help that my hormones are all out of whack and i didn't get any sleep last night.
it's time to read and head to bed. i can barely keep my eyes open.
5 comments:
God closes a door and opens a window.Enjoy the new person in town, sounds like he has lots to teach.
Love you.
Aunt Margy
Having real feelings is so much a part of life. In a weird way it's nice to know that you can care about someone that much, even though it may hurt. I generally feel better after a good cry- it can be very cathartic.
I agreed with my wise sister, embrace life as it is in front of you today. You'll make it poochie. You are a strong person and have a deep rooted, extensive support system to draw on.
I'm thrilled that the high schoolers were a pleasant surprise and far better than anticipated.
Love,
maj
Happy Birthday to Uncle Mark who today is 43.
Megan it'll be ok! We'll have an internet lonely hearts club, membership: 2.
I'll be there in 4 weeks and I'm willing to transport treats that will make you feel better. I know you'll already be feeling better by then, but I'm still willing to arrive with treats. Any requests? And I sure better meet you when I'm there.
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